from
I'm an Idiot,
released February 14, 2018
I spent the whole summer
getting over you
now im done working on that
because theres none left to do
its a strange feeling, to get this off my back
and you off my mind
i spent so much on you
how could i not
but now im finally fine
how am i doing
im doing just fine
and i dont have to lie
to myself or my mom when she asks me
i dont
have to
lie
im doing fine
with thoughts a little less intrusive
and less about what you did
im regaining my life again
im no longer useless
and i live with this knowledge
that i can get through it
each day
and be better than just okay
i cant believe its over and done
i got what i need my closure has come
im finally fine for once
im finally fine
i feel like screaming that these demons
that you gave me are gone
and i dont need you like i dont need them
im fine on my own
in this bed
im fine on my own
and i wont say i dont think of you some days
but the change is i dont feel the same sense of regret and shame
i dont see that girl at school that kinda looks like you
and hope to myself that it is you
i dont smile at myself at the prospect like i used to
i cant believe its over and done
i got what i need my closure has come
im finally fine for once
im finally fine
i feel like screaming that these demons
that you gave me are gone
and i dont need you like i dont need them
im fine on my own
i cant believe its over and done
i got what i need my closure has come
im finally fine for once
im finally fine