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Aria
03:24
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Aria
You are the car ride home
your father driving silently
through forrest divided by road
you pretend to sleep when you get home
when you lost track of yourself
I wondered how no one could tell
when I lost myself
I lost you
Light streaks through train windows
an artificial break
between you and your home
how much more could you take?
when you lost track of yourself
I wondered how no one could tell
when I lost myself
I lost you
I know that this is hard enough for you
but you must know that this is not enough
this is not enough
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2. |
Run Away
03:30
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Run Away
run away, run away
from everything you thought you knew
and everyone who mislead you
away, run away
from all the things you thought you’d outgrown
can’t escape, can’t escape
from all these things keeping you awake
so awake
for what seems like days
I hope you find what you’re looking for
what are you looking for?
(surely its not this)
when the dust settles
you’ll find yourself again
and I know that we’ll be friends
I’ve been wondering how you are
and what it is you’re selling yourself for
surely its not this
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I'm In Love With Today
01:00
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I’m In Love With Today
I’ve been trying myself
and its been working well
I’m in love with today
but you’ve never known how tomorrow felt
I’ve been trying myself
and its been working well
I’m in love with today
but I’ve never known how tomorrow felt
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4. |
Rinse
03:24
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Rinse
I’ll pace around the block
a few more times to shake
this feeling, that I’m always wrong
or sustain my ever present sense of shame
I cant get this out
rinse my doubt filled mouth
if I knew better I’d let this go
unfortunately for me, I won’t
I’ll wait on your steps
a few minutes to talk myself out
of leaving right here and now
work up the nerve to ring your bell,
but wont calm myself down
I can’t help myself
never knew this would take
so much of my energy
just to be who you need me to be
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5. |
Don't Mince Your Words
04:32
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Don’t Mince Your Words
heady heavy
a weight on a neck
that just can’t bear it
I can’t break this cycle
of former friends turned rivals
and falling into my old ways
my old ways and who you need me to be
the sky and the sea are the same shade of green
why old hearts go untouched
left like unread books just gathering dust
can you trust me now?
when you usually can’t even manage
to trust yourself
who do you trust?
I find myself searching for safety
in the only honest moments that you gave me
was all of this for nothing?
couldnt you tell me?
was all of this for nothing?
you could have helped me
but I can’t will you to be who you need to be
(who you need to be)
and I just want you to be fucking happy
(I just want you to be)
to be happy without me
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6. |
Center
04:40
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Center
I don’t have the strength to say this
the words rolled tight between my throat and my lips
I shouldn’t be afraid to tell you what you need to hear
but for now I’m clenched in the grip of fear
I break down everytime, everytime
I break down everytime
I so much as hear your name in passing
I’m sorry that it had to come to this
the weight of the words you said
now pinned down and through my wrists
light work for anyone but me or so it seems
now I’m sure this won’t haunt me forever
instead becoming the center of my dreams
I break down everytime, everytime
I break down everytime
I so much as hear your name in passing
This is the part where I tell you
I’m not falling
not falling apart
but I wont do that simply because I can’t anymore
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7. |
Clothes To Dry
03:38
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Clothes To Dry
camera whirs
and faint lines across your skies
but still you wonder
what did they mean
when they said we
would have to wait?
your body hangs
like clothes to dry
in the summer months
proof of a smile
left in the lines on your face
oh the way you braced yourself for the weight
this is not fair, I know!
the plans you had were overshadowed
could you blame god before yourself?
maybe we were never owed anything
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8. |
Such An Awful Waste
04:36
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Such an Awful Waste
ran away from the stars lighting up your face
to a better place
if you could
but wouldn’t it be such an awful waste
if it were any other way
you know it would
I’ve been wasting time since I left you
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